This is how I feel now! If my heart is going to hurt this bad after leaving my family then I just don't want my heart anymore! Someone else can have it! I found this photo and thought that it fit me perfect right now! I just sucks cause im hurting so bad from this bs that I can't even focus on my own family! But in due time this will pass just like everything else does, although i will always think about my family! and i will always love them all, I just know that I am a more of a burden then a pleasure for them to be around right now!