The day I told my family it was over!

Well me and my family have never had a good relationship. and today i have finally let them go, as hard as it was i did it, I can't keep focusing on what everyone thinks bout me or what everyone wants/expects of me. This is the hardest thing that I have ever done and will probably have to ever do but its done! I hate this so much, but like I said it has just come to that time. I know they have grown away from me and they are embarrassed of me. Im tired of hurting them even though I really do not understand what I have done all of these years to them.

It all started about when I turned 13, since then I have never lived up to what they wanted/needed from me in life. I have tried my hardest but it just never matters! We have our fights just like every other family I guess but in my family its not that easy to over come. When you piss them off there is no return and if they actually let you then you have hell to pay for years!

Yes I am not the perfect parent with my two boys but I do the best I can do, and its alot better than some other parents in this world! I just don't know anymore to tell you the truth but I just can't do it anymore!

untill next time, good bye!